GiST #55

1. This is the most wonderful grace I've had in days. My cousin Edith, who's 10 years younger than me, sent me a note. She'd been looking at pictures I'd posted of the two of us a good 35 or so years ago and it brought back some wonderful memories. I had no idea I'd made any impact on her beyond taking her out to some fun places. What she said in her post brought tears to my eyes. What she doesn't know ... and what I want to tell her ... is how much meaning she brought to my life in some very difficult, traumatic years. I was lonely and isolated in a very dysfunctional household. When I was with my cousin, though, I could have fun and be a child. Not only that, I felt she looked up to me and that I could protect her. I could protect her as I had never been protected--I felt...weird...but I felt like a superhero. As she grew, she turned into one really awesome person, but also a person who was strong and didn't need to be protected anymore. That is a very good thing and a very sad thing (for me). I sure do cherish these memories! I have always and will always love her so much!

2. Judge Judy. Does anyone else watch her? Oh, I love her! She tells it like it is and no one can run a court like she can. My most favorite quote of hers: "Because ... I'm the boss, applesauce!" I also likes the way she tells some of these people to "oh, grow UP!"

3. The Dr. Phil family. This is a family that has been on Dr. Phil off and on for the last six years. They are their very own soap opera, a complete train wreck. Why are they a grace for me? Some one's always got more problems than I do and this puts it all in perspective sometimes! Besides...I have to admit, I have to look at the wreck along the road as I pass by. :P

4. Kids fighting can be a positive thing. Yes. Really. I'm not crazy. Sometimes you get these little teachable moments in there that makes it worthwhile. Really. Trust me. Heh.

5. I am smiling, thinking I've got the whole evening ahead to read and relax!